i want ....

hello....salam to all

if you guys wondering how my beloved is rite now..he is still like last nite yesterday...with no food n drinks is not easy....suffering the pain of the ulcers, gum swelling, dehydration and of coz is the hungriness.... tongue biting still add the salt to the cut....i am helpless...


for a day i was wondering ...so many thing running in my head...comparing each one situation in my head...

there is a people who is down to earth, kind heart, very diplomatic, responsible, every good manner to list down all...yet God still give a test to see how they can handle it... well still the opposite of these characters...they living in world paradise never feel all the difficulties...yet they cheating on people...

there are ppl who always never been thankful of what they have, yet saying that this world is unfair...
there are people who always thankful with a lil gift, feel so great about being here and enjoy life at teh fullest with what they can only afford, yet no complaint...somemore they happy...

so....

i tell myself...i dont seek to be filthy rich day by day but, its enuff if i can have comfortable life with my love one...
i just want to grow older happy and feel good for what i have done...still can hold each one hand when we have evening walk or heading to mosque every time we can.....
i want to do something meaningful in life even its define as smallest yet very big fulfillment...esp to those who has give us a lil meaning in life...
i want to see ppl who around me having a great life as i am..to share the joy every other day we wake up in the morning...
i want to wake up with full of spirit n heading to bed knowing that i have done rite things today in my life so the effect that i can see in future make me feel good too...