Saturday, August 25, 2007

Close CALL....but not yet ...


Me n Jatt about to be a parent ....very close call...but still waiting for it!! fuhhhh excited and also scared..

Thursday 23 August
Went for normal check up, Dr said now i am ready to have the labor process. But she told me its only 1cm open for now..eermmm open already? how come? i tot when there is regular contraction and other sign then it will open...but this no woorrr? how...go back n rest.....feeling for both of us? me? scared and panic for a moment.......Jatt? same i guess but of coz both also excited ....happy n feel cant hardly wait to see his face....his tiny finger and also everything.......esp for me to experience the delivery....go home clean hse (TQ my hubby to do all today)...me resting....waiting for the real moment to knock my door....well.. its still resting inside till we finished Tea Tarik Session with the rest Max Family ...i manage to eat 'maggi soup + watermelon juice + murtabak + tea Ice Kaw2.....goin home cant sleep , feeling the contraction come n goes like normal, but not that hard...

Friday 24th August
Wake up in the morning after an hour sleep (can i call it sleep?)...checking myself...OK.....but i start bleeding ......there is another sign of delivery, add to my nervous and excitement too....clean myself and get my hospital bag and baby bag...heading to Damansara Damai Medical Centre , ready for any delivery process......hehehhe so excited sometimes make me forget about the pain that i will face soon..... the nurse check me here n there, even i have get my bed in the room....they conduct the ECG test for baby, n everything ok.....still 1cm ++ open, not many progress will happen in near future as they said. OK ...was allowed to go home n rest since our place near to hospital... can come when there is more progress. OK. ..went back, feel the pain, the blood all make me wonder when? When the pain comes, i feel like saying ...

"OK OK now now.... pls pls pls"..

but think other 'things'...i like saying ..

"OK can you pls wait for few more days....mummy wana settle few important things"

...resting whole day....feeling tired and also boring..back pain too....And thinking of 45 days of confinement, i really wana grab all foods esp all cookies i made .....later Jatt will eat all.....me? watching only? HUhhhhhh cannot.....

Today 25th August
Same feeling. same sign, just bit frequent contraction and harder pain.....but still i can go online, doing few final business proposal and nagging to hubby about few things......
i also dunt know when he will be ready to come out and play.....with the rest of us here......
now waiting ....and if today is the day.....i am ready...pain? of coz now .....i feel it...but have to be cool ....so not to add for panic and scare..... even i am...but i believed many pray for us....from many great people....

Well people, will keep you guys updated........on what n hows things goin on....wait.......

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