hello....salam to all

if you guys wondering how my beloved is rite now..he is still like last nite yesterday...with no food n drinks is not easy....suffering the pain of the ulcers, gum swelling, dehydration and of coz is the hungriness.... tongue biting still add the salt to the cut....i am helpless...


for a day i was wondering ...so many thing running in my head...comparing each one situation in my head...

there is a people who is down to earth, kind heart, very diplomatic, responsible, every good manner to list down all...yet God still give a test to see how they can handle it... well still the opposite of these characters...they living in world paradise never feel all the difficulties...yet they cheating on people...

there are ppl who always never been thankful of what they have, yet saying that this world is unfair...
there are people who always thankful with a lil gift, feel so great about being here and enjoy life at teh fullest with what they can only afford, yet no complaint...somemore they happy...

so....

i tell myself...i dont seek to be filthy rich day by day but, its enuff if i can have comfortable life with my love one...
i just want to grow older happy and feel good for what i have done...still can hold each one hand when we have evening walk or heading to mosque every time we can.....
i want to do something meaningful in life even its define as smallest yet very big fulfillment...esp to those who has give us a lil meaning in life...
i want to see ppl who around me having a great life as i am..to share the joy every other day we wake up in the morning...
i want to wake up with full of spirit n heading to bed knowing that i have done rite things today in my life so the effect that i can see in future make me feel good too...

Happy Birthday my Hubby - 21st oct

Just a very happy wish for my hubby on his 38th birthday.

Happy Birthday to you, with a deepest pray for long life and happy marriage. Also with hugs and kisses from Iman and I. We love you so much, and you have to know that you are great husband after me, and father to Iman. Besides you are such great fren, son, son-in-law and everything you are, you had been so far. Whatever and however this life will be for us, we still together with you.

We didn't celebrate his birthday that much this year, except having a family dinner at his sister house. And spend that Sunday relax and have gud chat at home plus play with Liltle Iman. And it has been 2 years since he was diagnosed with his CML. (2nd Anniversary for CML within my husband life). But i cant say much else than Alhamdulillah for his health so far and his love that he has shower me and Iman, also the rest people in his life.....that's my husband.....a.k.a Space.
And happy birthday also to our great fren, Savian Fan, who share the same birthday date with Jatt. Happy birthday to you.....happy life for this beautiful life...

Note:
Some people (type 1) born with handsome and gud looking face, well do life, and everything in life that you asked for, but they are such evil, cruel, selfish; who torn & hurt many people life after all....
but some people (type 2) was born just not that gud looking, fat, bald, and just have enough for living, but they make many people happy in life, lovely, kind, and very understanding..

Last time i try to get the 1st type man, but very fortunate and lucky me get that 2nd type man and i am happy to share life with that man.....
i love u so much.....

Selamat Pengantin Baru - Sahimi & Ein (20th Oct 2007)

Selamat Pengantin Baru wish to Sahimi n wife, Ein.

On the way back to KL from my hometown last 20th Oct, we drop by at Sahimi's wedding reception at Simpang Pulai, Perak. While the 'akad' ceremony was held on last 2nd June 2007 (same date with my anniversary), this reception is the twin reception. Ein's sister also having the same day reception.

Here, we want to congratulate Sahimi and wife, pray their happiness and long marriage, till end of life.
Here some of the picture taken for pleasure viewing.


Note: Never thought that he will look so handsome in this Malay Traditional costume. Look like Malay Pahlawan (Warrior).

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Belated

Hi all.....
Just very sorry for not updating this blog lately.....seem i dunt have much time to write like i wish to.....last 2 weeks we 're at my hometown celebrating our Aidilfitri with both sides of family. Great get together on the Muslims Winning day..... manage to meet relatives who also came back to celebrate Aidilfitri at Kedah this year....what a happy moment...

So with this opportunity and belated wish, Jatt, Iman Umar & I wish all Muslims family, relatives, frens, and all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Maaf zahir & Batin if anything hurt anyone.
Wish the best for this Syawal and hoping another Syawal for us next year.

Our picture on 1st Syawal morning:- Jatt, me holding Iman and my lovely sister daughter's Sarah Irdina.

Updated info:
1- Today I am 53 days after Iman Umar birth, n i have completed my confinement a day before all Muslims celebrating the Aidilfitri, which fall on 13 Oct 2007.

2- Spend 2 weeks at my hometown, where we try to visit relatives and frens hse as much as we can. It was a great celebration with new born, where everyone seems happy welcome Iman Umar as new member.

3- Iman Umar weight last 3 weeks was 5.25kg. Considered big for baby with 40 days (at that time) old. he got his 2nd jap on the same day. This gud boy of mine seem take the jap far better than i am...hrrrmmmmmm. Next visit for check up will be on 16th Nov 2007 also for the 3rd jap.

4- Jatt last visit to Hosp Ampang shows that he is in good condition, nothing much to talk since he still dunt get his blood test result from MRI. (What a lack of qualities for such important institute?) We pray that his health will stay great and long life. This happiness in life just begun.

5- Iman now bald. Shaved his head by Jatt, people said gud to take out the original hair during his delivery. Its also gud for his eyesight.....

MANUSIA LUPA

Whats up, Whats up
Manusia pelupa

Manusia lupa asal-usulnya
Dia tersangka, dia segalanya
Yang pelupa itulah namanya
Dan yang terleka itulah manusia

Ramai manusia tak kenal dirinya
Dijadikannya makhluk sempurna
Diuji sementara dimuka dunia
Bertanggung ia pada perlakuannya

**
Manusia lupa, manusia alpha
Manusia bersahaja,manusia leka
Manusia berlari mengejar mimpi
Apa yang dicarinya ternyata illusi

Manusia runsing bila ia prasangka
Semua sekeliling menjadi musuhnya
Manusia fikir mencipta sengketa
Moga ia beruntung darinya

Bila berjaya terdetik rasa bangga
Dilubuk hatinya pula ia bicara
Bermegah-megah dalam diam berkata
Lupa seketika pada penciptanya

ulang **

Ramai manusia inginkan kebendaan
Biar pun caranya, cara kekerasan
Akhirnya dia tak tentu haluan
Bila ada saja yang hasad dengki memandang

Zahirnya tenang, batin haru biru
Itu nasibnya manusia menipu
Biarkan saja ku bersyukur selalu
Dan biarkan luncai terjun bersama labu

ulang **

Satu nafaz, satu lafaz
Satu kalimah, satu syahadah
Kita terleka, terkelu lidah
Terkunci hati, diremote control
Rasa gila kuasa, rakus tamak haloba

Hei orang kita telah mencipta
Tuhan mereka mesin berhala
Hei orang kita memuja-muja
Si kotak sakti tidak bernyawa

Wahai penghuni penyewa alam semesta
Duhai jiwa termenung terpukau silau sihir dunia
Apakah masih buta tuli di dalam hati
Mestikah lagi menipu diri sendiri
Kiblat mu kini menjadi __________ 5 2 inci
Takwa mu pula _______ terhias indah terkunci rapi dalam almari kaca

ulang **

Satu nafaz, satu lafaz
Satu kalimah, satu syahadah
______________________
Hapuskan haloba dan ingin
Nafsu dan mahu, terlepas waktu, terabaikan mu
Sehingga tidak ku rasa kering nafasmu
Harap kau begitu dekat dengan jantungku
Kau pujuk diriku ketika menyeru manakala aku selalu melupakan mu

Satu nafaz, satu lafaz
Satu kalimah, satu syahadah
Satu lafaz awal pertama menyambut keagungan semesta dengan zikir ibadah

Many Happy Wishes...

To Baby Iman....Happy Full Moon.... now he is one month old..
(Thanks for everyone who wish the best for him).. Happy Fasting Month to all Muslims family, frens and whoever reader here .....14 days to go before we can celebrate Aidilfitri @ 1 Syawal...... Happy Moon Cakes Festival for those who celebrate (i love to see all those cute and beautiful Tang Lung)
Happy Baking raya cookies for those who bake it...Watch the hot oven especially from your kids.... Happy Shopping for Raya Aidilfitri ...but please care of your expenses, DO NOT WASTE!!...buy only necessary.... Many happy occasion around us make us happy people...in this happiness, do not forget those who is unfortunate..they deserve the happiness too... For those less fortunate, family and I pray the beautiful life will yours soon...May this Ramadhan change to the very valued and meaningful life .....

It's a big day for him...as well we are.....Max Family

Tomorrow 6th September 2007, our dear fren, dear brother, dear leader, dear Dr. Bones, Dancing Dr- Doctor Abdul Razak Muhamad, will start his journey to the battle of having Bone Marrow Transplant (BMT) at Hospital Ampang.

We as a fren and family, who feel very close to him will have our best pray for hi for all the journey he will have. From the very 1st step he will be in ward 7A to the last step he will be discharged. Lets pray the smoothest journey all the way with all the strength, courage, spirit and braveness....not to mentioned all, but deepest in our heart, we know. We will always there for you and family even you cant see us around. We will be there....

For those who drop by at my blog and happened to read this entry, i would like to request one simple thing from everyone, please pray to our Dr. Razak safe journey till the end. So he will be with us again to share his joy, his jokes, and his life. Like one of fren say, Life is Beautiful (Yes! You so true Savian Fan)

You may visit Dr razak Blog to just give him a motivational or courage words ....so he is not alone (Like Wirat says 'You not alone')....
May Allah bless you always, all the way and keep you safe all the way ....

To Dr. Sheliza, pls be strong and we know you are the best lady beside him ....Thats why these two heart become one...

And to the donor, we must thank you for everything.....

Iman's ....TQ to Sue

Created by great fren of mine....Sue....special for Baby Iman.
Thanks so much.... appreciate that you share with us the joy of parenthood.

Iman Umar was born...

Touching moment when the father give his kiss to the baby...i cant really describe the feeling ...but i know how does it feels.......

Iman's in my arm at 8 hours after 1st cry.....i am a mother of our son......i am feeling ....no i cant tell any words ....but i feel Thank God n great.....

Iman's at 3 days . at home...smiling funny face that make many people said he got 'attraction'....what attraction??? Does it means he is goin to be ROMEO ???

Iman's Details

Name: Iman Umar
Weight: 2.8kg
Date of birth: 26 August 2007 @ 3.20 pm @ Damansara Damai Medical Centre
Others:
- baby boy, normal delivery with post vacuum, healthy, people said his face like me

NOTE:
TQ for people who has pray for this family, all the great wishes,
Many thanks also or those who has give Iman a gift even before he was born
Thanks for time they spend to pay a visit
and TQ for all.......

Close CALL....but not yet ...

Me n Jatt about to be a parent ....very close call...but still waiting for it!! fuhhhh excited and also scared..

Thursday 23 August
Went for normal check up, Dr said now i am ready to have the labor process. But she told me its only 1cm open for now..eermmm open already? how come? i tot when there is regular contraction and other sign then it will open...but this no woorrr? how...go back n rest.....feeling for both of us? me? scared and panic for a moment.......Jatt? same i guess but of coz both also excited ....happy n feel cant hardly wait to see his face....his tiny finger and also everything.......esp for me to experience the delivery....go home clean hse (TQ my hubby to do all today)...me resting....waiting for the real moment to knock my door....well.. its still resting inside till we finished Tea Tarik Session with the rest Max Family ...i manage to eat 'maggi soup + watermelon juice + murtabak + tea Ice Kaw2.....goin home cant sleep , feeling the contraction come n goes like normal, but not that hard...

Friday 24th August
Wake up in the morning after an hour sleep (can i call it sleep?)...checking myself...OK.....but i start bleeding ......there is another sign of delivery, add to my nervous and excitement too....clean myself and get my hospital bag and baby bag...heading to Damansara Damai Medical Centre , ready for any delivery process......hehehhe so excited sometimes make me forget about the pain that i will face soon..... the nurse check me here n there, even i have get my bed in the room....they conduct the ECG test for baby, n everything ok.....still 1cm ++ open, not many progress will happen in near future as they said. OK ...was allowed to go home n rest since our place near to hospital... can come when there is more progress. OK. ..went back, feel the pain, the blood all make me wonder when? When the pain comes, i feel like saying ...

"OK OK now now.... pls pls pls"..

but think other 'things'...i like saying ..

"OK can you pls wait for few more days....mummy wana settle few important things"

...resting whole day....feeling tired and also boring..back pain too....And thinking of 45 days of confinement, i really wana grab all foods esp all cookies i made .....later Jatt will eat all.....me? watching only? HUhhhhhh cannot.....

Today 25th August
Same feeling. same sign, just bit frequent contraction and harder pain.....but still i can go online, doing few final business proposal and nagging to hubby about few things......
i also dunt know when he will be ready to come out and play.....with the rest of us here......
now waiting ....and if today is the day.....i am ready...pain? of coz now .....i feel it...but have to be cool ....so not to add for panic and scare..... even i am...but i believed many pray for us....from many great people....

Well people, will keep you guys updated........on what n hows things goin on....wait.......