Quick Update

So sorry for all for been not able to update many stories lately ....its not about bz, even i have something to do for living now.... its about me not able to do it....but it was not all time not gud , not happy, life has been so meaningful lately for both of us..

1- Thank God and Alhamdulillah....syukur yang teramat....I am pregnant 2 mths 1 week and from the clinic visit last Tuesday all in great conditon for now, the fetus was scan nad so cute...can see the heartbeat by now......all seem at place ...me? Usual symptom for 1st time mother to be, pregnant lady i guess 99% if not all, must feel the same what i facing now.....nausea, extreme hungry, extreme tired, morning sickness.....lost appetite and many more...especially cant really sleep at nite....but i am bit ok from nausea and morning sickness but still heavy with tiredness n hungry all the time.... i am not complaining anything but its just a very great experience and moment ....for hubby, Thank you so much for everything done....so helpful and i really feel great now abt being a mother this early September, InsyaAllah..We pray and wish that everything will be fine and just fine.....More updates abt this....

2- Innalillah to Jatt eldest aunty. Wa, passed away last Sunday at Alor Setar at her 80's after being suffered for 13 yrs of sickness. We just pray for her to belong to good Muslims and always peaceful. Al-Fatihah....

3- My back pain come and goes lately...maybe the stress level or the way i sleep at nite ...i must take care of myslef for the 1st trimester of pregnancy coz its very important for now...pray all will be ok...

4- BZ with new planning for Max Family. Event plan to be on April...i still ok during that time i guess...hehehhehe mak buyung pun nak joint buat charity jugakkan...hehehhehe

till then , bakal ibu nak tido dah, esok ada hal penting segala macam.....Gud Nite.....

summary of last week ....(will write in full story later)

wednesday 27 dec 2006
- start journey to Kota Bharu (KB), drop by at Kuantan and fetch my bro-in-law. before we make a tour while my hubby flash back his memories back to 1980's, during ITM (now known as UiTM)....memories make him talking n telling me lots more things... continue journey to KB thru Trengganu...i make myself comfortable at back seat with 2 rounds of unpeaceful sleep. reach KB around 8, damn tired n have a good sleep .....
KB? yep i shud say it is small town, crowded, as we were told during Hari Raya AidilADha (Korban), KB will the crowded.....anak rantau balik kampung...n Kelantanese as well known will celebrate AidilAdha more better than AidilFitri.... cant say much about KB ...just bit behind in terms of development..

thursday 28 dec 2006
- went to Pengkalan Kubor, a duty free zone where lots of imitations good sell there. errrmmm many goods as i ever heard but i am not in the mood of buying anything as the crowd start to fill the complex. maybe i can come again before left KB....
- at nite went to Wakaf Che Yeh, where is the famous nite market is located....also sells alots of goods range of clothes, 'special pil' sell openly, foods and many more... didnt buy anything but have a great moments looking around.... heheh funny envi, crowded and i feel uncomfortable..but at least i know the famous place told by everyone...one thing for sure, all goods sell are damn cheap...true....

friday 29 dec 2006
- doing nothing much at home coz i feel like feeling not well...just hv a rest coz tomorow will b bz day for raya preparation...

saturday 30 dec 2006
- my mum and another 3 siblings , we were b reach KB as early as 5.30am...and start from that time to prepare ketupat palas, rendang and other dishes for raya...also bz to prepare steamboat for the nite event....34th mama n baba wedding anniversary......n my sister n i bake a cake for the event....
- we had a very sedap staemboat...full!!! wat else? tired of doin work n tired of foodsssssssssssssss....everywhere here n tehre is full of food...

sunday 31 dec 2006
- Hari Raya Aidil Adha . as usual raya pray, and breakfast together after the salam salam session with everyone....then the guys change and heading to mosque for korban thingy....during lunch, all the korban beef taken home for cooking. My family and I heading to our cousin hse for visit and also my bro-in-law relatives...back home for food again, soup gear-box.... and later in the evening, my sister and i prepare to have a barbeque...hrrmmm its blended, tired and full stomach.... at nite (i suppose to say midnite) we prepare beef curry, chicken rendang, sambal belacan, ulam, n fried beef with onion for tomorrow kenduri akikah....hrrrmmm ca u imagine only 5 of us prepared all? hrrmmm this is really tired ...when i heard that the kenduri start at 6.30am the next day? wat? so early? huhuhuhu so wat time shud i wake to cook rice?

monday 1 jan 2007
- cant wake up when the clock ring at 5 o'clock coz my back pain really 'help' this time. the pain was so hard and i cant event walk to the toilet ...so i stay in teh room until all teh guess back after 9 am. then i wake up just to get the pill....

tuesday 2 jan 2007
- went to pasar Siti Khatijah, another famous pasar where you can only see the woman sell goods...here and there....like an open market where they sell many things esp food from kampung and also traditional...can also get the cheaper range of clother from there...we bought some gift for people in KL....nothing much coz i feel really uncomfortable ...have to really safe energy, tomorrow is long journey..

wednesday 4 jan 2007
- start journey fr KB with my bro n hubby as early as 830am....using coastel road, passing by pAntai Penarik, Trengganu, Pantai Batu Burok, Kuala Trengganu (we drop by for lunch and also Pasar Payang, then cont journey to Kuantan. Reach Kuantan at 6pm and drop by at Jatt's uncle hse at Tok Sira....continue journey after maghrib pray, and reach Kl at 10.45 pm...
bloody damn tired...but then both of us discover with a really GREAT NEWS of 2007 and MOST AWAITING NEWS of the NEW YEAR....

that news will be announced later....with full story of this summary....
till then i wish a belated

Happy New Year 2007
Wishing all of us a profitable, happy and great year....

Xmas Day Blog- blogging on Xmas Day, Evening

Hello..Ho Ho Ho…so Merry/ Happy Xmas to all fren /Readers, who is Celebrating Xmas today…hehhehe Ho Ho Ho….with a hope a Singing Carol from another block of my unit wont be singing again at midnite…where the entire area can clearly hear their voice,….but luckily they sang a nice Xmas song….and I guess everyone feel ‘oklah…nasib suara sedap’ but the bad part is they sang at midnite…few days before today…hhehe Malaysia Boleh Beb!!!

It been quite long for me (yes, if more than 2 days, I define it long ok!) for not write at least something here, with my real grumble….nothing as reason, but really bloody damn bz…..serious no joke I am bz….sound weird haa? Hsewife cam aku bz? Well sometimes u wont expect things happened, but it definitely does…..oklah crita skit perjalanan hidup semenjak dah lama tak grumble ni….

Sepetang di Gym (sejam blh kira sepetang ker???)

Just back from gym…ok I repeat gym…ok..in Bahasa Melayu gimnasium…..tak percaya? Eh hubby kata tak semesti cekeding like me tak perlu pergi gym…i mesti jugak pergi gym…due to family history yg semuanya mempunyai sakit jantung…errmmm betullah in one view abt it kan…Gym just at level 4, but all this while I never been at level 4, where gym, restaurant, swimming pool, residents community centre, and playground are located. Heheh memang lah teruk aku ni, dah duduk sini abt 7 mths. And all this while hubby went to those places alone….Gym was ok lah …aku just buat simple2 exercise and mana yg sesuai jer…cycle n treadmill jer….cycle punyalah berat ..huh!! tak best, org naik 45 minutes, aku set 15 minutes, after 10 mintes I jumped from it…isshhh tak besh….so next I try treadmill, haa yang ni aku suka….so berpeluh2 lah aku hari ni dgn exercisenya…. Overall oklah sbb aku pi pun nak semangatkan hubby yang dah mecam belon…so in order to support him to do exercise, I accompany him…tetiba rasa best plak…rasa canggih jer plak idup ni…pi gym…exercise..so aku dah target seminggu sekali during weekend aku akan pi atau kalau motivation increased later, twice and so on….ok lah jugak…hidup adalah menda baru..lagipun free apa….facilities semua ok, takkan nak lepas tengok jer….tp aku sayang gak kalau semua lemak yg sedikit ni burn…alahai, ssh nak dapat fat aku ni..but hubby kata not necessary lah…hehhehe after that, we went to swimming pool….wah ada Jacuzzi jugak and sauna…aku bertambah rasa nak terjun even I dunt even know how to swim….but oklah meniti di tepian kolam ok jugak….so both of us check2…so we set to go later on…now the problem is we hv to wear the proper attire for swimming or else you can only see other swimming inside there….haiya…..tp mmg pun all the residents kat sini macam patuh plak arahan, tarak yg pakai short ker apa ker…semua ok jer…n one more thing, aku nampak ada residents yg buat barbeque kat tepi pool…heheh syok bangat sbb dah ada facilities party at pool side…so my next one…. Besday party at pool side….exclusive invitation…hehheheh

Setelah sepetang meneroka kondo ini punya facilities, so I target to fully use it when I have time…alah semua menda bagus apa, bukannya kener bayar, semua dah ada depan mata…maybe its time for me to start healthy living, sementara ok ni…kalau2 dah nak jln pun tak larat br nak regret tak pernah pi gym, ssh lah critanya ….rupanya best jugak tempat ni aku jer sang tertingal Polar Express (baru tengok tadi, besh jugak kartun ni kan) dari dunia …isshh tak leh jadi…dah berbulan aku mcm tak ‘hidup’, kener ubah cara ni…tah lah mcm ada satu perasaan baru sejak aku pi gym tadi , is abt having a healthy life agaknya….ok I will start slowly…good luck myself!!!

Project CC

Been bz of doing a proper planning for project CC with my younger sisters…oklah I just hope that this really will give something to us…esp me who just wasting my precious time for about 5 mths, looking and actually doing nothing much…I just hope this is a good start for both of us and at least give us something to learn and to really have in life…we will officially announce the project when its totally up and running….wait….we will meet you out there soon….

Coming Raya AidilAdha a.k.a Kelantan Trip

Wednesday InsyaAllah if there is nothing, we will start journey to Kota Bharu Kelantan, to my sister’s parents in law; Baba & Mama house. We will celebrate our Aidul Adha over there with whole family. My mum, Adam, Hisham and Adik Ahh will only arrive there from Kedah on 30^th morning. That nite itself we will have 34^th Wedding Anniversary celebration of Baba & Mama, where mama has plan to cook her specialty, steamboat. Ok 1^st round of food. Then the next day is Aidil Adha itself, where they have this ‘korban’ among all the family who share their portion. And the nite itself we will have makan2; which is barbeque, in conjunction with the next day kenduri Akikah for the new born of the family, Boy & Atie son, my sister’s bro in law. Sambil2 kupas bawang and kerja2 dapur for the kenduri, all will be serve with barbeque, n I will definitely ensure everyone Mama recipe is the great I ever have for home cook….serious babe…esoknya akan berlansung kenduri akikah si kecil itu…makan lagilah nampaknya….kalau semuanya seperti terjadual, berapa byklah mkn we will have along our stay there…Jatt sememang suka, maklumlah kat sana semua kaum lelakinya memang kaki makan….he got accompany lah nampaknya…Aidil Adha kat Kelantan sememangnya disambut sgt meriah dan penuh suasana…aku InsyaAllah akan berpeluang merasakannya….n Jatt say this will round up this yr….so when we back to here our home sweet home next year hopefully, its all new episode for both of us…suka duka 2006 just have to let it go….n looking for year 2007, we must, as per Yoda said.

We also plan to drop by at Kuantan, where one of Jatt’s uncles live, namely Pak Mat. It has been long since he went to their hse, back to ITM time. And we plan to have a visit after Aidil Adha on our way back to KL. And I never been to Pak Mat’s hse since married, n we think this is gud time to pay a visit to them.


Unconditionally worried of mine

I suppose not to jot down this…let it be in my mind until I can help to settle..kadang2 hidup org yg susah, akan terus dihimpit dengan too many questions and problems….sabar hanya satu2 tunjang kekuatan selain dari terus berusaha mencapai sesuatu….kalaupun aku sesekali terjatuh dan meraung sahaja, aku harapkan ada tempikan yang mampu bangunkan aku sesekali… Cuma kepada sesiapa yg terlalu mendesak, terpulang kepada korang cemana nak nilai kami berdua….apa yg berlaku setakat ini cukup menguji kekuatan kami….bertahan seharusnya….

Kaya sangatkah kami..kalau kami ni kaya dah lama hutang piutang dilangsaikan terdahulu…sapa mahu hidup dlm hutang piutang….mungkin hidup korang baik dari kami, tapi kami bersyukur dgn apa yg ada….kami berterima kasih seadanya dgn segala limpah rahmat ….tp ada jugaklah bahlol yang kadang2 buat aku rasa nak jer lempang sekali…apalah ke bodohnya ….hai..kalau aku tak sabar dah lama aku pecah2 kan kepalanya yg ngok tu….

Tapi alhamdulillah, walaupun tu lah niat buruk aku kat org2 yg macam tuh, aku masih terpelihara…Amin.

.....will cont write many things....now back to my bizz plan....tata..Ho Ho Ho....

Review/ summary of year 2006

thinking about do a review/ summary for yr 2006....maybe these are the lists of the review:

Who Married?
Who Engage?
Who Got Baby?
Who Now Pregnant?
Who Resigned?
Who Passed Away?
Who got New Job/ Promoted/ New Bizz?
Who Move House?
Who Buy New Car?
Who Sit for Exam?
Who went to Makka for Haj?


hehehhe if i am so free i will list down n do..heheheh sesaja nak list down....
kalau ada lg i will add on....
nampak sgt aku ni tak der kerja arah haluan...

Updates n updates …

Friday…

Me feel not well still, headache n nausea still…but what to do….sabar jer lah…ptg we went to IKEA to buy gifts for the relatives wedding on Saturday n Sunday…IKEA tgh sales so we grab the opportunity to buy something affordable as a gift to the newly wed..hope dia org sukalah…

Then later, received a phone call fr. akak, invitation dinner at her hse…ni mesti Mak Chom masak…cayalah!Mak Chom is Jatt aunty from Alor Setar who is well known as DIVA Chef among the relatives n fren.What ever she cook, is delicious! Have a dinner treat at Akak’s hse @ KD10, Kota Damansara with Pak Su’s family, Mak Chom and Akak’s family….yummy food what else I can say…no more!!…makan sampai tak larat nak bgn, bukan sbb byk tp sbb Mak Chom masak terlampau sedap…huhh kalau cemgini lah aku mkn hehari, tak lama Jatt n I sama saiz boleh kongsi t-shirt….Mak Chom mmg fantastic & fabulous cooker ever known fr Jatt’s family….tanya lah sapa pun, kalau Mak Chom yg masak semua nya lapar selalu ajer kerja….tak blh tolak, tgk pun lapar, bau dah buat terasa dlm mulut, kalau mkn…? Sandri mahu ingat lah …Pak Su’s family turun sini to attend double wedding of our cousin son…lg pun sejak dr raya tak jumpa sbb tak blk hometown…me n hubby tak sempat bual lama coz hubby rushing for his meeting with Nezam, PCM. Me? Home alone doing something I like…reading

Saturday….

Pg ni we both bgn lewat sbb smlm aku tak berapa blh tidor…the nausea n headache teruk skit semlm…..but then pg ni mcm ok skit after taking a bread with cheese , prepared by hubby..mana nak cari laki buat sarapan utk bini? Haa ni dia kat sini ada sorang…baik sungguh…TQ Yang…Love u…I sempat kemas2 umah, vacuum apa yg patut, cuci yang kotor n sikit2 clean up…mana tahu kot2 ada relatives yg datang nak singgah after the wedding..maklumlah semua datang dr jauh for the double wedding serentak ni….mana tahu Pak Din & Mak A’a family nak datang, Mak Chik ker? Pak Su pun semlm kata kalau sempat will drop by. Hee kalau rumah serabai aku gak kener kutuk…kalau umah kemas org kata ‘pandai bini Jatt kemas umah..” sapa dapat nama? Jatt jugak kan…biasalah tuh..aku plak mmg suka kemas+ bersih ni…sedap mata pandang n senang hati ni…

Wedding at Community Hall TTDI..anak lelaki (yg aku n Jatt tak tahu namanya) Kak Zah Abg Kamal (Kak Zah cousin Jatt, anak to Mak Wan n Pak Hamid)…heheh meriah n luxury jugaklah the wedding..maklomlah Dato Datin kan…tak per lah aku selesa menghadiri majlis depa sbb aku ni family kot…ok jer meriah n sedap mata pandang… aku duduk semeja mkn with Pak Din + Mak A’a famili…Kak Ti + hubby abg Det, and also Kak Tah + hubby Abg Ali….syok dalam hati jumpa family n org2 veteran…byk petua byk cerita n happy sgt2….bygkan arwah abah Jatt got 10 sibling, so how many of all cousin2 nyer? Tu pun tak semua ada..jumpa semua yg datang…family saja dah setengah dewan…tema kenduri Kak Zah ni biru tp aku n Jatt selamba jer lah pakai baju kurung kuning air n kemeja warna tanah..hehhe biasalah kami mmg biasa2 punya gang….

Relatives Jatt semua ramah tamah n mesra alam, mesra rakyat…aku pun jumpa most of them masa wedding, so today mcm byk lah peluang aku nak kenal lg baik..masalah lucunya, bila aku Tanya Jatt, “Yang, ni sapa?” he will reply slumber nya “ tah …I pun tak kenal…” haa tu dia kata…so dgn baik hatinya aku pun bertanya2 kat Mak Kina atau Akak, habis sgt kat Mak Chom….(ngan Mak Chom la ni aku close….crita best punya …) Alhamdulillah aku kenal byk adik beradik today dgn lebih baik…n yg pastinya dia org akan kata “ Jatt now dah nampak muka dah….dulu ssh nak tgk dia…” yes we back for good….hehe aku happy dengan wedding today..

Tp malangnya, mlm aku menjadi sedikit tak comfortable ngan aku punya nausea…kuang kuang kuang…esok kenduri lg jgn lah wat hal…..

Sunday..

Today bgn taklah awal sgt sbb like last nite aku masih ‘sakit’…alah nasib badan. N the worse part bwh perut aku dah sakit semakin kuat plak..ingat tak sedap perut biasa…tp ni dah menjadi2 plak… Bgn kemas2 apa yg patut n siap2 pi amik Kak Ti Abg Bark, daughter & son at LRT Kelana Jaya….then to the wedding sekali….Dia org mai from Alor Setar, duduk hotel mana tah…aku pun tak tahu..we all bertolak ke Sime Darby Convention Ctr, Bukit Kiara abt 11.30am, ini kenduri kener tepat masa sbb tuan umah is the very particular person. Dunt play2 or u duduk luar kalau pintu dah kunci at 12.30 nanti..haa nganga plak lah kang..ni very protocol + Sitting-in kenduri so jaga n hormatilah majlis org. Kenduri ni kenduri Abg Din + Kak Fazidah for their last son, Izzat (they have 2 sons only), married to Syaquera (sweet lovely lady)..Abg Din is the eldest cousin of Jatt fr the eldest aunty (Wa) from his father side. Abg Din & Kak Fazidah who is also the important person who plays roles from the 1^st to the end of our wedding last time…. Abg Din well known as the most successful among the relatives and he become an idol to many of us. He is among the one who will be listen to for many reasons n most of his opinion will be count, in making decision for family matters especially…he is gentleman, cool, diplomatic, nice man in what he says how rude it is lah kan, u may found him almost the perfect one…. Basically he deserved his position in his career n family respect as well…Enuff abt Abg Din..lets talk abt the crazy grand wedding of the day…everything luxury n so crazy beautiful…the decoration, the surrounding, the guest, the newly wed, the VIP table, the pelamin, the door gift, the F&B, what ever it is on the day lah (don’t talk abt it coz both Jatt & I think we are just nobody there…) seriously it just like wedding in heaven (how I know how heaven look like hehheheheh)..it has a Japanese elements + Minangkabau …can u imagine... The theme is apple green, but really nicely done…n I understand that Kak Fazidah plan all this for the wedding…n I also heard they will present the daughter in law with BMW, wow nasib n rezeki badan lah jugak…Alhamdulillah. Hahah tu lah aku pun tak reti nak cakap …tp yg pastinya segalanya luxury sgt2…Jatt & I just enjoy watching ppl of the day else than happy to meet up with other relatives again…heheh well like usual we will discuss the ‘story + moral of the day’ after tat…errmmm we learn a lot n we hope we can always remember what we learn today… Kenduri2 macam gini tak semua org selesa, esp kami org2 kampung ni…so ada lah jugak soseh2 yg kedengaran di antara family…tu kan perkara biasa, Cuma aku n Jatt kunci mulut dr komen apa2, jadikanlah iktibar utk kehidupan…Conclusion, I dunt know how much they pay for the wedding….but it is the great wedding I ever attend for now… nicely done… n everyone seem to ask me ‘When?’ “dah ada apa2 ker?’ hehheh aku dengan senyih segan muka tak malu terus selumber berkata, “tu lah nak sgt, tak der rezeki…Tgulah Jatt deliver 1^st, amik turn plak lepas ni heheh”

Today

Went to clinic for check up coz last nite was the painful nite for me …cant sleep for 3 nites oledi n rasanya dah tak thn…when Jatt ask me for the check up, I shud say yes coz I mmg tak thn dah…rasa nak pecah perut.. ingat tak selesa perut skit jer then semakin2 jadi plak..aku bgn jer dah terasa sharp pain plak…haiyooo

The when the doc check there are possibilities…possibilities Ok?!..maybe my appendix, bladder, the ovary, esophagus might have a problem or maybe just infection… the Dr said infection might happen to newly wed like us coz its time to adapt everyone punya badan…heheh aku bukan tahu tp aku pernah tahu lah pasal tu…then Dr ask me to do urine test. After the test, my urine found with a lil blood inside it…hrrmmmm so the doctor says its maybe coz of the stone or the infection, or other that he now can’t define. So he gave me the ubat-ubatan untuk dihabiskan in 2 days, n shud get back c how izzit. Then he can get the idea wat izzit all abt…hhrrmmm ok..aku risau jugak pasal ni esp when he mentioned abt ovary thingy…dah la aku ni terketar dak nak baby now ni…jgn lah apa2 jd plak…

Petang amik Mak Chom n Akak’s daughter to Kompleks Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya with hubby. Mama Wan Chik n Ayah Li ke Makkah…sayu pilu n seronok gembira berbaur..aku hanya berdoa semoga Mama n Ayah Li serta semua jemaah yg menunaikan haji musim ini dapat melaksanakan haji dengan baik, dibekalkan kesihatan yang baik untuk ibadah dan selamat pergi selamat pulang…(moga2 org yg tolong menunaikan haji arwah ayah juga dapat laksanakannya dengan sempurna..Amin) Ramai sungguh para keluarga n rakan rasanya menghantar para jemaah di Kompleks TH ni…sampaikan ada bazaar n macam pesta…para jemaah semua ceria dgn rezeki dan peluang yg ada untuk ibadah yg dituntut ini, dan para saudara rakan mungkin sedih di mata, tp aku percaya doa mengiringi jemaah dan azam agar one day akan sama berpeluang ke Tanah Suci Makkah…bg menunaikan ibadah haji sekiranya mampu..

Talking abt Mak Wan Chik, heheh tak pernah terfikir dek akal aku yg perempuan yg selalu baca berita masa aku kechik dulu, akan jd mak mertua aku satu hr nanti. Aku dengar suara dia dlm radio jugak n kadang2 tgk SPM ada dia..mana aku pernah terbayang semua ni, aku akan masuk dalam family dia n also berkahwin ngan anak dia, dan mana nak sangka aku akan bertemu muka ngan dia walaupun aku tak lah minat dia masa dulu..just pada aku dia baca berita best n suara dia sedap, apa yg dia baca clear…

…n org tua yg suka berlakon lawak kadang2 gatal dlm tv tuh jd pak mertua aku? Tak pernah aku byg lansung …but segalanya ketentuan olehNya…Sapa pun depa, aku bersyukur kerana anaknya mama ni, seorang yg sgt baik pada aku….hhehhe baik sangat walaupun dia tak pernah bg tahu dia baik…hehhe (kisah ‘baik’)

Mlm aku dengan baik hatinya di ajak Mak Chom n Akak mkn mlm yg akan dimasak oleh Mak Chom pastinya.. boleh ker sesiapa nak tolak kalau Mak Chom yg masak esp Jatt…lepas maghrib we went to dinner at Akak’s hse….Alhmadulillah..

Esok electric supply tarak from 10am – 6pm at our condo so I dah plan nak pi belajar masak ngan Mak Chom kat umah Akak. Heheh menunya Nasi Tomato, Ayam Golek, Dalca….n laso nak buat kuih kegemaran aku pastinya Seri Muka…aduhhh meleleh aku dibuatnya…. Aku n ak korek lg rahsia masakan kat Mak Chom sbb bg aku dia masak ….huiyoooo…aku nak guna peluang esok tanya byk menda… aku mmg suka masak n dah jumpa tukangnya….

So later aku akan cuba menggemukkan lg hubby aku ini dgn masakan aku….tunggulah kau….

Cebisan hari hari seorg pemburu mcm aku…. Part 1

Hari ini diteruskan walau seribu beban yg aku sendiri create menunggu depan mata..alah biarlah..langkah aku teruskan …cari lg kerja, alhamdulillah dapat satu interview with this quite popular training ctr kat Ampang..(jauh gak kan dr Damansara ni…but may be rezeki di sana), so will attend interview next week Wednesday…Good Luck Myself..i can do it, tp jgn lah hantu jepun n cap ayam mcm yg lepas kat MV tuh…sakit jiwa saya….

Yesterday ada satu call from this agensi kerja looking for me, dia nak kaw tim aku utk dia punya client kat Kiara, event company for the government, so aku keener hantar blk resume with photo, n later will attend interview

Today dapat dua kall dr company yg interested nak call for interview, satu kat Kiara (eng company ) n satu lg IT Software Hse kat Ampang…tp ini phone interview nak negotiate before real interview nanti…..so I be clear myself abt what I am looking for..so they know what my expectation and more details….hehhehe kan senang tak yah nak buang masa sesapa.

Harap2 dapat lah kerja cepat skit….bosan jd surirumah yg tak berjasa …tak sebaik yg disangka…

Hari ni walau ada gundah dlm hati yg berkecai …sedih dlm sedikit pedih, aku terasa ‘hidup’ looking at email from kekawan lama kat UiTM Arau masa aku buat Diploma in Buss Studies, and few during my BBA days…heheh what a pleasure feeling after so much criesssss

I am missing those lots…..we close to each one…walau pun masa dulu aku mmg rapat ngan Chik Dah n Nana n later + Anna, tp aku ni jenis Mak Chik Garang yg actually frenly ngan semua org…pd sapa yg kenal aku maybe can understand lah kot…

So 2day dapat updates fr ppl who has been long in the caves I guess…..Annis – Kecantikan …., Muhaini Aweks Langkawi, Marina Azmi – we keep contact since yesterday (Ina windu hang ), Hizal Hazardi- a guy wit Petronas + Congrat abt the baby, Yanz- dah ler tuh honey moon hang ni, Muhizan – mamat SBB Mutual yg rajin kerja sampai tak cuti2, also from Irdarina- hhehehe duduk kat area artis takper tp jgn jd artis tak beshhhh…aku tau lah..

Tahlah pk pk blk pasal UiTM Arau. Miss it lots…byk sgt nak cerita pasal tuh, masa yg berlalu sgt2 indah, masih teringat segala semua kenangan plg indah jd student…5 yrs yg mahal nak cerita semua tak hbs…aku mcm bau jer udara kat Arau bgn pagi nak pi kelas …. Arrghh byk sgt nak ingat…..aku rasa sesak dgn kenangan indah..n ppl around who I used to be wit…dewan makan, Kolej Teja, Beringin, LT, Provos, Library, Gerai, Podium, hhehhehe wat a great memory…..

Grumble skit ….skit jer….

Hari ni mcm emosi skit…tah lah byk yg nak diluah kan tp tak terucap…. Mcm ada something blocked my mind n my words seem to b hard too….

Ada kalanya kita hanya berdiam dlm byk keadaan tp bukanlah maknanya kita suka, lupa, tak suka, marah atau apa2 yg org lain tafsirkan…just we need a time to make sure we are in at least stabil to take further action…

When I as human is too tired of something, there are tendency to make me feel frustrated, angry, act stupid and be not myself at least partial of all….tah lah ..maybe surface it was me who c me, but after all adakah mereka2 yg itu tahu siapa aku ini…

Apakah perasaan aku sebenarnya – so maybe one of u tanya kenapa perlu tahu apa aku punya perasaan, siapa aku? Pentingkah?..well maybe not for u guys but for those who related. I guess again partial may be important….

Menjaga hati dan perasaan org tak semudah menjaga hati dan rasa hati me myself…but I sometimes forget the fact that I must try my best to take care abt myself better than other , coz by that way I am actually can take care those ppl whom I love …if I am in good condition….

What I do now if I feel angry? Coz I lately easily got panicked attacked, I shud from every now n then be xtra careful of everything or else I hv no choice….i might on the way to face of any possibilities get sick and sick….i really tak nak….coz I have him…

I try to do things just to avoid my feeling , such as angry, fear, tempered, but somehow I found out that me doing wrong things n its kill myself….its really make me feel guilty for such things….

Arrhghhhh I dunt even know what now…When? Why? Who? Can someone just help me to just simplfy myself……make life a bit easier for me….bit real..
Doesn’t it sounds I am in trouble? Not happy?
I am not in trouble, and I a happy ever since I am finding it…I am happy…
Just at this time I am a bit confuse, uncomfortable and also looking for something to ease this real pain….n I am ….
I shud stop grumble here coz its getting headache in my head….

Al_Fatihah untuk beloved mother of Marina, who passed away peacefully last November 20^th. She for what I used to know along the way my frenship with Marina, was a great mother and ideal wife ….her missing will be really lots of lost for everyone who knew her. Pray that she will belong to good Muslim……Amin…

Apa Kater kita cerita skit...

Hello blog…..me here today…and ada update sikit…just utk simpanan hari tua…

Semalam a.k.a kelmarin orang Kedah kata

company yg bengong dan sengal yg interview aku last Friday , call back and this is the stupid conversation tat really make me sick….

Her: Hello, can I speak to blab la bla

Me: yes speaking…

Her: Ok I am Ms X from Company X, remember you hv interview with us last Friday….

Me: Yes…ok…anything? (Baer74539 bky$*#^%P#*%)ORQ – this wat I feel tat time a.k.a annoying)

Her: Ok Congratulation and you have been selected for the post as per apply. You can start work on Monday…we will have a one day training on Monday for you..

Me: Ok, Thank you…but I have informed Mr X that actually I am not interested for the position already. Did he inform you? N I have another interview on Monday…

Her: Its ok then you can start on Tuesday…

Me: Ok but thanks I am not interested with the post….i hope you understand…

Her: Its ok you may think and go for the interview on Monday but I will call you again on Tuesday..

Me: ………

Tut tut tut……

Visiting Mum-in-Law

- it was a good visit for both of us to my mum in law hse at AU Keramat….we talk and we share experienced as a wife…..hehhe rahsia mentua menantu….siapa yang tahu…. Will send mama to Kompleks Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya on 18^th Dec at 4.30pm…..sad that she is leaving but happy that she hv the opportunity to do Haji again…Alhamdulillah…

One Great Meeting With a Fren

- last nite both of us have a very late meeting with Fan…a very great discussion abt future bizz…I feel happy and really hope that we can make it….in very short time…hope n pray that this will be materialize with good future. Sometimes I realize tat I really motivated and happy to discuss about bizz…. It doesn’t matter whether it is 2 o’clock in morning, I dunt fell sleepy…..

Gurl Day Out …

I will upload few pictures taken from Sue camera…what I can say for now….tunggu…hehheh

Grumble pg Sabtu

Sayur-Sayuran Segar di Malaysia

I just finished watching Discovery Channel, n grab the remote control to check other channel….RTM1- Femme. I hv no idea apa rancangan itu. Then RTM2- Bawang & Halia (B&H)…..OOOOoooooo apa ni, dah la gempar now ni with BAwang MErah Bawang Putih dr Indon kat tv yg buat semua org yg menonton jd sedikit tak keruan, ada plak crita bawang n halia, Malaysia pun nak wat cerita bawang jugak….apa menda lah semua ni? Apa menda ni Malaysia di landa sayur-sayuran ker? Me n hubby mcm biul sekejap pikirkan current senario ….u know we always think tat now Malaysia ‘TENAT’ dlm byk hal…if u tgk tv macam cerita yg ada selain dr Discovery Channel N News, apalah sgt yg tinggal for the mind development, for the knowledge purposes….OPPSss do I say something offend anyone here? I guess yes for few ppl who responsible here….but then again its all opinion of me….yeaarrrghhh really we now quite not rite somewhere with our country current envi…really …I know everyone realize this fact but ikan bilis like us apa sangat yg kita blh buat…sembang2 to each other n then diam , keep komplen, kuasa bukan kat tgn kita…ok go back to B&H….TV is one of the biggest and transparent medium to the public, for many reasons, educating, informing, entertaining and also other purposes sometimes out of it way too….with this current development of Malaysia, and the awareness level we need more than B&H, never said tat was bad idea or wat…but we need more than tat…for the growth, for the mind development, for the maturity level….this is my plain opinion abt TV show lately….i define it as sick…with all those nonsense reality tv show? OMG…wat is that? Izzit one of the way how we want to achieve Vision 2020? Or it just dream after all…..we need more educational, awareness, and mind development TV show that will help Malaysian to be at the level where Malaysia id a developing country….pardon me…developing country….arrgghh talking abt this I am sure I hv lot more to say ….more n more of ideas will be really touch my nerve….i am sick with all the issues like Mat Rempit, Snatch Thief, Rapist, Accident –never free coz you actually cost yourself, all the politicians thingy- they suppose to help all of citizens improve quality of life in their own areas that we have given, they must remember they actually work for us, but seem we work for them most of the time, we pay tax, we pay this higher price an lots more….stop stop! Stop! ..i am getting mad with our country now, but got no choice of staying here ….ok take a deep breath….

Popping Window….for my hubby

U know, I notice that I am some kind of popping window to my hubby almost of the time… I am not sure where he belongs to sometimes but I believed he still here…I told him n he said I am a popping window…. Popping window haaa?

Me: Yang…nanti bla bla bla

Silent……

Me: Yang….u dengar tak?

Him: Ha? Apa?

Silent……. Coz I normally won’t repeat the line for the second time …I won’t…. N later he lost again…until this ‘popping window’ say something else….then I popping again ….huhuhuhuhuhu

He Sing Paris Hilton Song

Its really put me a big laugh last nite when my hubby sing the song , in the car to fetch David…hhahahah keener sumpah dah lah…Mat Rock nyanyi lagu PH…alalallalalaa hubby kata balik kener kumur mulut….we both gelak sampai nak terburai when we both realize he sing the song nicely….hehehhe minat ker kat PH?

Friday yang blur......

Interview

So sucks i tell u...so simply said this 'forget abt it'...y? many reasons tat really upset n offend me....

1- Its totally sales post where need me to sell a phone line to corporate bizz, and also hv a quota + comm overiding (serik babe ngan comm overiding ni)
2- salary crazy, not even what i want but half of it, somemore 1st mth salary is only RM1.5K, so for the 2nd mth will b based on my performance, XCUSE me i am not fresh grad ....
i have been in this market for long....djcfvfberq2o420347t6546432&^*($@KJFio4u
3-the guy remark me like this, the conversation like this more or less- idiot one:

Him: u married arrr, problem lah
Me: yes, it's stated in my resume , you shud know when u select me to attend rite?

Him: yearghhh….but u know most malay married one hv problem with doing sales…

Me: yes , any problem…..

Him: I find that malay lady who married the husband quite jeles, maybe he dunt like u to talk to man during sales

Me: U also a guy

Him: Ermmm yes but most of them from what I know

Me: look, if my hubby is open minded person, n also he allow me to work …I will be fine

Aku dah rasa panas muka yang di make up cantik, Lagi mamat biul ni tambah…

Him: nolah I just worry if….

ME: I feel offend for what you say…coz u just say from wat u think, any finding to support your opinion, any studies conducted…I guess u not suppose to say so, its touch my sensitivity

Him: err..no n I am sorry that you feel offend, I …

Me: you suppose not to say this to me, or else find a gud way to tell me. U touch the interracial sensitivity, n its sensitive

Muka dah bengkak marah ni…..muka mamat tuh mcm blur skit….

Him: do you plan for family?

ME: I did and I wud love to hv baby soon..any prob with this? If I am hired?.....

Him: No lah you know we afraid…

Me: Ok…TQ for this interview opp give to me, I have the best experience having this interview with you. But let me tell u, maybe next time you need someone fr HR to assist you n know more abt interview session….

And I am not interested anymore to get this position. Thanks.

Him: bla bla bla bla ………………

Me: No thanks….have a nice day

I walk out fr the opis feel smart n gud abt wat I said…kalau nak citer byk lagi babe buat semua org bengang. The end for the stupid interview…..moga2 aku akan lupa all this…..

Max Family:

I am now in mid doing the feedback form for the last event…masih tak siap lagik….bg dateline kat meeting a week konon, cewahhh…tup tup terbz lah plak now days…..haiyaaa ok I try to do it on this weekend…

Saturday

Ingat nak masak2 lah…rsa nak wat soto ayam…lapar lah…rasa nak mkn memacam lah….tgklah esok pg pi pasar TTDI beli few bhn masak….bukan ssh pun kan…nak masak senang asal mahu masak….will go visit my mum-in-law nak pi hj dah 18^th ni….so nak amik kesempatan ni nak lawat dia n father-in-law b4 they go……tp belum bincang with Jatt wat time….huhuuh ..pening achik ngan menda2 mcm ni…

Sunday gurls Day Out…

Will be at 3pm will b gurls day out with Zaily n Sue…..at MV..its Zaily besday 9actually dah lepas but we tak celebrate lg)…Ita cant make it coz she is not around KL, balik Seromban lah kot tuh….we still dunno which place to sit n make keypo but must choose bit quiet place so we will be the keypoiest in the place…ahhahah so dah cakap all must wear vogue , the theme…heheheh will go for win shop as well….aku ni dah kulat ah tak kuar2 merapu layan jiwa….gila beku aku…

1^st ingat nak buat potluck at Miza’s hse, but somehow aku terasa mcm sengal plak …..so we all cancelled n we will hv the outing for gurl only….bgs gak sengal2 kat luar sesekali ngan pompuan2 vogue ni…bukan apa kener lah sesekali jauh ngan hubby n bf …tak gitu Miza? So bila dah dekat blk nanti br rasa rindu bayangan skit…tu pun nak kener habaq ker….. aku plak tak sesabar abt this day out…sbb dah lama since kawen tak vogue with them……oklah tuh..have own sweet time with fren sometimes….berkepit sokmo pun bukan bgs jugak kan….hehhe

Aku terbayang how it be….dah lama sgt tak jumpa ngan dia org dalam envi yg vogue ……(vogue ker? Blh lahhhh) isshkkk apa nak pakai ni?

Somehow we all termentioned abt Jane Bonds……bgs bgs…so M (stand for Miza) u cant lari2 fr us ok……Malaysia ni kechik jer wei…..aku tak lah kursus risik2 ni but blh thn lah…..

Job Hunting

Masih terkial2 mencari yg sesuai and baik….baik bukanlah pangkat besar ..tp yg blh deliver within capabilities, ada space nak expand, ada space for improvement, learning opp, salary as per delivery n market rate….with xperience and also knowledge….oklah

Moga2 akan dapat lah soon

Will b continue soon…mlm skit …..