Happy Father's Day to Jatt- Father to be

Happy Father's Day to Jatt, my hubby....father to be soon......InsyaAllah...

How i missed my late father (i called my father 'ayah')...if he still around i would hug n tell him how much i care and i love him....but why i didn't do that last time? ...now its too late for me....but my pray and moments still with him always.... deeply i cant tell how much i missed and thank him for being a father....to me....he is really great , nice and lovely father in this world, if not to everyone, to me ....Thanks Ayah....May God Bless You Forever...... Al-Fatihah...Amin

And to every father in this world, ( who is really entitled to be called - father, daddy, baba, walid, papa, ayah, abah, appa, or whatever language they say)...i just want to wish you Happy Father's Day......Be a Great Father and Great Father is Great Leader too.

Stand Up & Live for Life Workshop - From The Max Foundation Website

(This is the picture of all Max Family after the event closing- we are the family of all joy and tears that we share- with all the power in every of us.)

(This is the picture of Max Family Core Group & Volunteers who has put all the effort, time, energy, sincerity and honesty at teh event closing. Thanks to all. without you guys, there is no Max Family for all CML)

This article taken from The Max Foundation Website

“Stand Up and Live for Life” May 25 2007

People living with CML in Malaysia break new ground by organizing a two day workshop for those affected by the disease.

There are few occasions in which one has the privilege to witness social change. Such change was never more evident than the one perceived at the first Malaysia CML workshop. In a 48 hour period, friendships were formed, cultural and language barriers were broken, and an amazing group of people took control of their own lives.

The First Workshop for people living with CML took place in Malacca on April 28 and 29, 2007. It was organized by the core group of the Max Family, the newly formed support group for people living with CML, and co-organized by the Malaysian Society of Haematology and The Max Foundation; sponsored by Novartis Malaysia. The workshop was attended by more than 150 CML survivors and their family members.

The air was warm, everyone was buzzing with excitement, as preparations went on the way. The opening ceremony was lead by Dr. Ng Soo Chin, President of the Malaysian Society of Haematology, followed a presentation by Pat Garcia-Gonzalez, Executive Director of The Max Foundation.

The content was rich and kept participants fully engaged. The thoughtfully planned content was broken into two sessions: a motivational session lead by Mr. Baba Ismail. Mr. Baba is a qualified counselor by profession. He reminded everyone of the value of laughter, the importance of touch and the power of love. The educational session was clear, full, and interesting, carried on by Dr Vijaya Sangkar. Following Dr Sangkar’s lecture, he was joined by 4 of his dedicated colleagues, Dr Leong Chooi Fun, Dr Kok Keng Weng, Dr Teh Hiok Seng and Dr Guan Yong Khee who lead a questions and answer session for small groups of patients in several languages, making the interaction and clarity of discussions superb.

After the CML session came the patient testimonials, reminding all participants that it is possible to turn tragedy into triumph.

The workshop ended in a great note, a cake was brought out to celebrate the 5th year anniversary of the Glivec International Patient Assistance Program, GIPAP. For five consecutive years, this program has provided prescribed Glivec to more than 500 people in the program in Malaysia month after month, patient by patient. Most of the members of the Max Family are also GIPAP recipients. They took the opportunity to express their heartfelt gratitude to Novartis.

At the end of the day, it was time to go home. As buses were living one could hear the laughter, the chatter, the clicks of the thousands of photos taken, the hugs and the promise to get together again soon.

For people who attended this unprecedented event, life will never be the same. As we all return to our own duties and busy lives, we will always carry with us the memories of the moment in time where things changed. We are empowered by this energy; and regardless of what life brings in the future, we will never be alone again because we will always have each other.

Also, we bring back with us the essence of the workshop – Power of Love, Power of Support & Power of Knowledge.

The workshop changed things for ever, like a big bang. But every big bang needs a spark; the recipe in this case was the combination of the efforts of several stakeholders:

An unprecedented access to treatment initiative by Novartis, who has ensured widespread access to their state of the art treatment for CML, Glivec, through their Glivec International Patient Assistance Program (GIPAP);

Blend this with the absolute dedication of The Max Foundation’s team of advocates for whom patients are at the core of their existence. Specifically represented in Malaysia by the most dedicated and caring advocate by the name of Mei Ching;

Add to this the Max Family core group, a group of CML survivors themselves who are young, energetic, inspired people that have heard the call to make their lives matter;

Sister Tan, an inspirational nurse whose quick smile and endless energy inspires us all;

Finally, a group of extremely dedicated physicians who spend their day off sharing their wisdom with others.

Put it all together and brace yourself to witness a miracle.
- The End-


Just want to thank (thank never been enuff for the great things happened in life) all this "International Family of Max". These people have made their precious time and share the moment with all of us in Malaysia.

- Pat Garcia Gonzalez- The founder, of The Max Foundation, Seattle
- Amma Viji & Ayeshah- The Max Foundation Station India (Asia Pacific)
- Nelia - The Max Foundation Station Philippines
- Wirat- The Max Foundation Station Thailand

Miss all the love, spirit and support from every of these wonderful person.

Please get more review and pictures from The Max Foundation Website and very thanks to Pat Garcia Gonzalez, lovely angel of all greatest and heartiest person....

Pregnancy Update - 7 months

Hi Hi Hi.... Just quick update too...... on how Baby Iman is doing inside ...Visited O&G Day Care Clinic, HKL for details scan follow-up check up last 6th June ....so here is the update:
- Baby Iman doin fine in term of physical as per details scan by the doctor
- The head is at below position but no sign of delivery even it was the sign when it reach week of 32 and above
- The doctor said he is bit active - by observing his kicking and moving mode (I'd be ready to have naughty boy soon)
- Baby weight only 1 kg, compared to last month 450g only - but ppl said it is small for 7 months pregnancy....look at me please if you dunt mind...
- My weight is normal - 55kg (the highest in my life, where now only you can c my tummy hehehhehe.... i feel gud, even they said it is impossible to get back to normal weight after labor process...errmmm its ok i want to have 47kg after this, even my weight was 40kg- its not ideal and unhealthy actually), my BP rate and everything was ok n normal
- conclusion i am fine - next check up at Maternity Clinic on 28th June

I am thinking of giving birth at KL instead of goin hometown.....ermmmm for many reasons i guess... sometimes we cant be to depend and must be really up to that situation....we can only can plan, but plan can change where is is needed...... Ok let pray things will be smooth, safe and InsyaAllah......i will keep you guys updated.....

Update- 1st Wedding Anniversary...

(Picture taken by Fan on 3rd June @ Ortho Clinic HKL. Fr left Sahimi, I and Jatt - cake cutting for the double celebration. Thanks to all Max Family Core Group for the cake)

Hello ....
Just quick update on my 1st wedding anniversary last 2nd June.....where 2 June 2006 we were pronounced as husband and wife...but only the next day we have the reception.....so we consider our anniversary fall on 2nd June.

Thank God in our heart with what we have and what a 365 days journey showed is the most that hubby and I felt......... that one year is not any measurement for us but all happiness, sadness, up n downs that teach us best experience, process of being a 'person' , a classroom where i personally have improve myself a lot. If people do not notice the changes about it, me personally feel i have changed a lot, under his care, love, guidance, leadership, criticize, frenship...everything.....if only words can tell, it shows that it is not enuff..... no enuff words to tell you how much i felt after all....

Me myself found that a year with a lovely and cutest creature after 'Real Shrek', JATT, my hubby, i feel wonderful in many ways....as wife, as a women, as a daughter, eldest in family, daughter in law, sister in law, as a fren to other fren, as a person that 'lost' somewhere before....h is everything that i have ...that i shud have and i had......i dunt know how to tell the world how great feeling was for having someone like him beside ...to just stare at his close eyes when he fall asleep at midnight - but too many story i can read from his close eyes, i saw his smile and kindness, to just hug him silently when i feel i am in trouble- but he gimme kinda healing touch that i dunt need the best doctor in the world, just to grab his hand and make sure he is beside - so i know i will never walk alone....

Dear Hubby,
i dedicate all my life and death (if one day the time has come)...to you....to share all with you... no one can tell me how bad was you and no one can feel how great was you in taking care of me....

I just cant imagine how much joy i will have in life for being a wife for more coming years, if only a year i feel great already? I wish all wife i this world shud have someone like him....i am happy wife ....happy person with this marriage...what else to say?

I pray this marriage will last long as both of us alive.......having old days with each one, watching our Baby Iman growing, having fun of family value together and having more things to do together....with all the wonderful people around us.....

JATT buy me a great dinner at one of the Thai's restaurant at The Curve on our special nite. Thank so much....i just feel bit empty coz i have nothing to give him by the special day....maybe not now, but i hope he understand that i always present myself as a best gift to him....

3rd June, we share happy celebration with few important people at Dr. Razak Clinic, Ortho Clinic HKL. Max Family having a meeting there and the really great ppl in our life bring a cake for us.....Yummy....the day we had a full of food...Nasi Lemak, Choc Cake, Cheddar Cheese Cookies and celebration cake. Thank you to Dr Razak, Fan, Sister Tan, Sahimi, Ghandi, Kia Fui, and of coz our Mei Ching.

And i just want to congrats our bro Sahimi for his hand of marriage to Aein on 2nd June 2007. Sahimi will share the same anniversary date with us by next year. Wish both of them happy marriage forever.

For those who always pray for me and him, Thank you so much. We pray for you too.....May our life will be easier and happier....always...

Down Down Down..

everything....
nothing......
to my worry now....too many things...possibilities....sometimes we manage to take it, but there is time that we really try hard too, but we failed to take things just the way it suppose to be....

sometimes we cry and we feel better...but it doesnt solve the problem and we only lie to ourself....
most of the times, we just pretending we cool enuff....but was another lie....even worst that we didnt help ourself to solve it......

there is times when i really cant think more and more.....all the sweet talk doesnt work anymore...
the reality is that i have to stand on the real fact........real time.......
that me too cant pretend off, for what i really feel, face and have ......
that this is too hard and difficult to deal with.....

........

Can u pronounce this in one breath?

Hello...

Hrrmmm i just read newspaper online ( Berita Harian - CITRA section) and found this name . This name belong to ex-daughter in law of ex-President of Indonesia, Suharto. And the name was..

Raden Ayu Ardhia Pramesti Regita Cahyani Bambang Tjahjo Soerjobandoro

.. 9 words..n i told my hubby abt this name...and i ask him to imagine, if this unique 9 words name belong to me or any other Muslim lady, can the bridegroom pronounce wows in one breath, clear, in sequence, and sincerity? So can u? i told my hubby maybe he need a year just to remember the name or to make sure he can marry the bride.....my hubby said maybe he need the lady to at least change the name? hehhehe

Hrmmmm I want to thank my father who has put me a nice name ...easy to pronounce and have a meaning too.....and so easy for Jatt to make his wow in one and only time in life ...hopefully.....

ME and Hubby - Latest picture

Recap ..recap time ...throughout the moment of being together....
heheh just nothing.....its almost one year for us to be together.... will celebrate 1st Anniversary on this 2 June ....some pictures at our 1st moment and now.....hopefully forever....


This is where we used to dating time...short time about 2 mths and half...but was very interesting....Early days of dating ....at Centrepoint Damansara....around January
Using Jatt's handphone








This is picture of Jatt & I, at Starbucks The Curve. Discussing wedding matters, budgeting nad few more things....If i am not mistaken or old enuff to remember, its around March 2006, pisture taken by MAC who just spot us by accident....






This picture taken during engagement, solumny ceromony, wedding (3 weddings celebration) and honey moon time...This picture taken rite after the engagemnet ceremony at my hometown - Date: 18 March 2006, by my brother Adam













This picture taken during rite after the 'akad nilah' ceremony. Jatt is putting my wedding ring. Date: 2 June 2006, taken by fren of Jatt, Esmael Iskandar.










This was the wedding celebration/ celebration at my hometown with green theme. Date: 3 June 2006, taken by MAC, fren of Jatt.








This picture taken at the wedding ceromony organized by Jatt's uncle, Pak Su Ali at his house , Alor Setar. With red theme, i feel so traditional (mum request of wearing res traditional songket). Date: 4 June 2006. taken by Esmael Iskandar












This picture taken by Eugene Moore on our wedding reception at Kompleks Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya. Date: 17 June 2006. Jatt suppose to wear same color 'Baju Melayu' but unfortunately, its the 'cloth fault'- its too small for him. So he look stunning in this "mandarin Collar Suit'. I fall in love more n more.










So called Honey Moon time- a week after the wedding ceremony.... Cameron Highlands, Pahang Malaysia. This was taken at Rose Garden, one of the biggest rose garden there.









JAtt & I ....in few events....just for fun........

Other day of my life.......Part One

Hello .....
again i have lil precious time to update this blog.....
ok let we discuss again abt the thing i tell u i want to write......

- pregnancy
- Being 1st time parent preparation
- CML Stand Up & Live for Life, Malacca
- 3D2N @ HKL
- Work? Bizz?
- 1st Wedding Anniversary
- eating habit
- writing a constructive write up?
- Malaysia TV Reality Show


PREGNANCY.... cont.....
let make it simple so i can write many thing tonite ( tonite? its 1.09am already man...)
Me? ok ...great...sometimes i experience what other pregnant lady experience too like back pain ( of coz lah i feel it, due to my back pain i have, but now days it feel it lower back pain.....its normal for pregnancy esp my size), carrying baby like a 'burden' for the 1st time mum to be...i also easily experience numb, cramp lower part of body...but normal.....
eating habit still major problem, like usual i always like to eat 'my commom food' n baby cant experience the better taste of mummy food, yet i try to have diff kinda menu everyday....sometimes jatt cook simple2 menu for me...TQ Sayang....
Hsewife i am, still but most of the heavy duty task carried out but Jatt, as the doc advice....i cant perform all now , just to make sure the pregnancy dunt have any problem like last time ....again. Jatt helping me lots....errmm i think this is the best time to bully him too...n the best time to train him to be househusband too.....Sorry.....i carry 'someone else with me, no heavy duty plsssss..... 'hehehhehe but honestly...i cant stand to see him, do all those things....what a dilemma for me...esp when i need to ask him help to do that....difficult for me, but if the thing tat i can perform, i just try do it slowly, and just tell myslef it was an exercise only.....

Being 1st time parent preparation
errmmm its quite crazy for me ...when it comes to the preparation for the lil one.. during my shopping day with Jatt, i almost wanted to buy all stuff showcase on the rack! Crazy huhhh? but i have my list 'to buy things'....we try not to buy too many stuff for baby, not to say we not welcoming him to the new world....its fine to buy slowly..some more my sister old baby stuff still new, n my sister in law in Singapore also wanted to give us my nephew stuff, Hadi who was born only last February....but he grew up too fast, so 'new born' label not applicable for Hadi, so she wanted to past to me ...I dunt mind to use used stuff, as long its in gud condtion and safe to use by us....i bought necessary stuff , basic need 1st....coz we can always by later if we really need to buy.....for now, basic stuff bought and we plan to complete it by next 2 weeks.......
thinking that delivery and give birth might involved cost, so we really put ourself rational even this is 1st baby for us...sometimes we need to be sensible in many things....yes we happy and eager, but is doesnt allow you to waste out of unnecessary.....rite? for now i am comfortable with our preparation.....later we will design and move few stuff for baby room....its important for him to have a place that safe n clean....it is a must.....

- 3D2N @ HKL - a vacation on public holiday
why? i was having a bleeding on Tuesday, a week before my trip to Malacca for CML event.....n its really put me at panic and nervous...its not becoz of the bleeding at 1st place, but i am afraid i cant joint the event which, all the core member of Max Family have put heart and soul to the event....oh no i want to joint it as much as i really hope to c it done succesfully....(huhhu how stupid i am never think abt my baby...sorry mummy...)..then i went to my doc at private clinic where i always have my usual check up....the doc said may be my placenta was low,n was inject a 'poison' to make sure the placenta keep at the place and he said to strengthened it...eermmm ok n he said if in 24 hrs there is no bleeding i can travel. but he advice me to really think twice abt the trip...but who cares as long i can go and Jatt really make a stand abt it....but knowing his wife really stubborn.....Jatt just drive us to malacca.... having over do, lil stress event and over excited of how the event took place, i am bleeding again on Sunday and it is fresh blood, when reach KL at evening, the bleeding cont...and make it worse the next morning, its more and more....we rush to HKL for the opinion...
after check here and there, i was admitted for observation while the doc really cant help to get the answer for the course of the bleeding.... so i was keep rest at ward (which for me really make my condition worse coz of the envi, but thinking only a nite stay, i just keep it simple.....)

Day 1- i was put under closed observation with scan, O&G check procedure, but nothing found as the results...but my condition and baby was in gud condition.... and by that nite itself, the bleeding seem stop...fuuhhh i am Thank God with a hope tomorrow i will be back home again... till the 1am at nite.....i start to feel 'stomochache'...its really pain and very fast ....i told the nurse...they rushing n have a check...they told me, i am not having a stomoch ache, it a contraction....and worse is its happened like am about to have laboring process...what??? i am 22 weeks tat time...impossible for me?!!! the doc n nurse panic by a second coz the contraction now is 3:in 5 minutes....
what they do? nothing can be done as i am now only 22 weeks pregnancy......just stay calm....and wait till morning for the specialist to attend to the case. me? pain pain n pain...tears tears tears ...y? panic, afraid, scared and sad to face it alone (hubby cant b with me huhuhuhu)....

Day 2: the specialist n the doc attend early in the morning.....so they told me this:
Situation: Contraction at premature delivery, quite danger and rare case found at 22 weeks pregnancy.... no medication can be given at the moment, just closed observation ....specialist meeting for the answers...so i wait...
as per doc said, bleeding happened in 2 diff situation for pregnant lady, delivery time or low placenta problem. but check results shows tat my vagina door has open slightly and continously open....ok i am panic by that news .....something wrong..... placenta was ok, and not the problem


Possibility 1- my placenta ok, me ok n baby ok in term of heart beat, BP rate and all.........so the bleeding is not abt to have a laboring process, which i am only 22 weeks....if i deliver this time, the baby not goin to survive as the weight is only 450 gram- the lung and the brain not completely ready to function when he born. n by history, HKL handle only a miracle baby case, a 500 gram baby.....uhhhh its was not gud news to me n Jatt too....i start to feel panic, weri and nervous ....do i need to describe my feeling? no need i guess.....i just hope they can do miracle to safe both of us.... the doc said, if i deliver at 7 mths which the baby weight is 1kg and above, the baby hv a possibility to survive even sometimes there will be major problem in brain dev and eyes function.... so the doc ask me to just accept n be ready about the possiblities...event the truth is that i am not ready for any bad news at all, we just pray and really keep remind ourself ....it was written and we must accept.....
Possibilities 2: i am 22 weeks , so i am not supposed at the delivery process, possibility is i might having a miscarriage, known as threatened abortion....premature contraction that i have shows that indication...errmmmm i am breathless by this possibilities....but the doc gave me a type of pill where with a hope of the medication will suit me and sustain the baby.....lessor my contraction and etc etc i dunt even remember...what i remember, i ask him any options tat i have, he tried his best to explain so the way he explain i can take it.. (i am panic but we both take it as we sure there is Hikmah abt this....i believed) i remember i told him tat, "please help me with your expertise to safe both of us if possible....i really need this baby ...." i remember he smile n nodded at me....

errmmm duhhhhh it was not really news that both of us want to hear...but its all what we need to face...i try to cool down n put myself relax....knowing that i need to stay again, i ask to move to 2nd class ward, ....n by lunch hr, i was move to 2nd class ward. which i found better place for person like me...
by evening and later at nite, my contraction seem disappear and lesser ....and lesser, baby n my condition was gud...hrrmmm it really gud sign as per doc said....Thanks Allah for all those chances given to us...

3rd Day:
check up done, and i am at gud condition, and was discharged at lunch hr...ermmmm with a medication given, i am heading home with Jatt...and my mum came to take care of me ....for few days at least......


visitors
TQ and many TQ to frens and relatives who makes their times to drop by....and at least gimme strength to me thru their smile and em=encouraging words...
TQ from both of us to Mei Ching, Dr Razak, Sister Tan, Sahimi, Fan, Ghandi, Chin Lee, Sue n sister (masak merah ayam sedap), Razmi, Nelia-TMF Filipina, Wirat-TMF Thailand, my mum in law- Mak Kina, akak and my beloved sister shida who cook the best chicken soup in the world...

nurse, MO's & Doctors
Ppl said that nurses working in government hospital always portray weak and such poor services to the patient- fierce, laser mouth, and kinda lazy....and i am buy by the rumors....i never been in government hospital before, and that was something i really want to experience..... but since my 1st process of registration at counter for check up till the last step my stay at HKL, it all rumors....no....all the nurses at Kaunter Kemasukan O&G , Ward 2A & Ward 3A O& G HKL was very nice, ease my pain and i was so comfortable...they are helpful, friendly and most of that.....they dunt event have what rumors have it!! I just want to say TQ to all the nurses, not to forget all the doctors especially Dr Rabiah, all the MO's and Specialist Dr, Dr Alvin. Thanks ...

ward & food & facilities
Definitely it was not the best among all....but when u in pain, the most u can think is to get rid of it....what else? nothing i guess...but when the conditions surround u doesn't give you the best level of comfortability, u start think...the pain even harder... ....its still pain even the wall build with the gold and silver, but psychology in human brain and body systems......less pain when your environment better ....at least thats applies for me...and i can differentiate the 3rd class n 2nd class people attitude, and behavior.....you can compare by a second you there....

Conclusion
TQ God i am Ok.......baby also ok....
Thank God tat i was give a great test and there always HIKMAH beside all the pain and joy...
And i found a name for the baby in here....Iman Umar....so call him Baby Iman.....

TBA i am jammed........dusshhhhhhh

long break - COME BACK!!!

hello my dear blog....
many soooorrryyy for being away and ignore....just writer's block i think.....
if many asking how i am doin now here, let me tell you i am fine TQ. I am ok and getting fatter n fatter.....the reason y i was away for quite long is just simple.......bz ....for many reason.... other priority took place..

This entry nothing much , else than updating about what had happened lately ...while i am missing.... i will try to update accordingly what is considered necessary...
i think this is the things i really wanted to update....

- pregnancy
- Being 1st time parent preparation
- CML Stand Up & Live for Life, Malacca
- 3D2N @ HKL
- Work? Bizz?
- 1st Wedding Anniversary
- eating habit
- writing a constructive write up?
- Malaysia TV Reality Show

i will try to write this issue according, maybe need me to complete 2 or 3 entry...but i will try....i hope my writer's block

PREGNANCY....
now i am 6 mths old of pregnancy....where left another 3 mths plus to go with this big fat tummy..(someone said i am sexy....uhhhhhh i am glad) baby was so fine n i am doin well at the moment..... ppl start notice my tummy and can regconized me as pregnant lady, so i have a previledge of not participating in long q, or to have a sit at first.... yes thats wat so great about being pregnant....but i try not to take that advantage so much
, but somehow i cant resist of feeling 'queen treatment' by lots of people esp my hubby, Jatt. (thanks)

oppps i have to stop here...will cont tomorrow.....
serious no writer's block just something else urgent..... gudnite

Aku stress- honest n serious confession.....

aku tgh stress....ya sangat stress.. stress tahap gelap susah nak dapat cahaya....
stress yang aku tgh berhempas pulas nak cari jln untuk nak nuetralkan stress yang tah tetiba mengisi ruang ni...cabaran 29 tahun kot no? tah lah...tak pun cabaran ibu ngandung .....ada ker mcm ni rasanya....
aku stress pasal PPUM (akan di updatekan full story abt it ASAP)
stress pasal insan2 yang aku care (aku tak boleh nak kata apa sbb ini dlm lingkungan responsibility aku untuk menghadapai nya sebanyak mana stress pun...mesti kener stress jugak lah nampaknya, tapi hati gua panas sbb gua tak mampu nak berbuat lebih)
stress sbb aku rasa byk sgt pakai duit lately.....aku bazir for unnecessary ker/ kener check up blk semua expenses and spending aku....aku? haiya ini ssh mahu cakap....
stress pasal bizz aku yang tgh nazak n tunggang langgang...
stress sbb aku tgh cr jln kuar dr bilik stress yg aku bina.....
stress sbb aku rasa life really have something to do , but i am doin not enuff to call it 'something'
makna nya aku mmg stress sbb kalau aku di suruh secara paksa atau suka , aku mampu nak list sejuta lg stress yg aku tgh ada ni....
maknanya aku mmg lah stress....
stress sbb aku bukan blh stress waktu2 mcm ni, tak baik for me....n the lovely cute baby of us
tapi aku stress gak...dah tu nak buat cemana? buat bodo? haaa kalau dah bodo tak payah buat mmg dah bodo sial.......uik...kasar nampak beb....
aku stress sbb aku masih stress.....tak per nak pi tido plak lah ....so esok aku boleh sambung stress dgn lebih bertenaga...

kalau dah stress, mmg sgt2 aku stress.....aku mmg tak thn tp nak buat apa kan? bernafas saja lah sambung nyawa......

esoklah sambung ngan cerita PPUM, check up, bizz and more.......bye nite nite